Black braces, pink boots and lost cellphone

*yawn* almost one in the morning. and im very too tired to word. i dont know how many times had i walked up and down through the streets that led to the bus stop, poking every corner of my room, and then checked every pots in the kitchen( i mean it, seriously) and behind the cupboards to find my cellphone. i can't believe i LOST it. oooh, me? lost my cellphone? How could i? i mean four months of salary just dissapiate to the air like that ? *poof?!* arrghhh, i really can pull my hair out now. and i mean pulling every single strand of them until they all came out. i'd been walking up and down in my house, in my jumper, hah, in thirty degrees. i just cant stop thinking about it, hate to admit it, but i have to say that small blinking thingy with monotone reallys MEANT something to me. i think i really need to SCREAM noww... arghhhhh. if it wasnt for ann ying's call, i wouldnt had picked the stupid thing and left it beside the dishwasher and i wouldnt had any chances of losing it, and then only find out that i lost it when i reached school.
i mean, it worth rm800. arghhhhhhh! i cant believe i lost it. i felt like bawling out real loud, until everything's inside me is alright. worked my ass off for 4 months, with all the overtime ,stupid filing and to wash their coffee cups , to get near with the fucking photocopying machine and then , *snap snapp* gone.
sigh, i just cant let myself think of the cell and not being sakit hati. maybe i should not think about it. sigh. but at least today, i get to see er, guys in pink boots and toga top and well, girls in...er black braces? well, yeah, thats our school's annual 'suara emas'. not very cool, but it's hot. at least you get to see guys do some. er-hm, indian belly dancing? not too bad , eh? and yeah, syarifah got 3rd!! yay~~ oh i get the chance to see chin fui yee sang too. she's pretty alright, well, except that she gone all red when she got on the stage. tomato red i say.
anyway, i went with kate to downtown to look for some prom dress. needless to say, we SPENT hours. tried on some really outrageous stuffs, bareback, tubedress, leather pants, you named it. of course, after much hardwork, kate manage to score on a cute little black dress, i think she will look nice if completed with a nice scarf and strappy heels. it will.....be too perfect for words. yeeha.
oh, oh, did i tell you , kate played for school's form5's baskteball team today? and when they compete with the form4's in the final...... we won!!of course we can never lose, because 3 out of 5 represent the Sabah's team and we have to know that we, the seniors are the best. lol. ( did i just sound like so preppy cheerleader ?)
oh yeah, just to say, i watched legally blonde after some...very .. failed attempts to find my celly. and u know what? it actually kinda cheers me up. well, i guess chick flicks dont hurt, it actually do you good health 'cept that you might have your eyes rolling, but... cmon, no harm done. just laugh it off. im too fedddddddd up to think of the phone anyway.
aha, left out some details, when i was watching the suara emas show today, i sat on the same line with some classmates.... and it's Weird. ya know, with phyliz and the lots. im just not used with that clique even though im a.o.k with corena. so i just sat quietly, done not much conversation. except a lot of worrying for my cellphones that current moment.
and...yeap, i went to my dad's resort around 5pm today. before rushing home to search for my cell. i snapped a lot of pictures, i was planning to upload them, but i cant find the wire to link the stupid cam with my pc. maybe i will find it tomorrow. oh damn, talking about tomorrow, there's the chinese caligraphy contest in the public library. yeah, i know, its like the fourth or fifth time already. but what the hell, as long i get the cash.
oh, did i tell you that i experiment with my razor blades really? love the feeling. relish my stress. a good thing, but then a hard thing to coverup tomorrow morning as we are only allowed to wear school uniforms ? hm, tough one.
*shrugs*
im tired. can i go to sleep now?
who cares about my fragmented sentences? i just want to SLEEP. and finished checking my mail... and get the fuck out of here.
BYE