Jinxed and then some

got a running nose... bad cough, and a high fever. and it was all the stupid career talk's fault. who wants to attend a career talk when i am not even graduated from high school? tsk. and it was held by MAS airlines in smk tiong hua. so we have , leemmmmmee see, 3 hours talk about how the stewardess serve the passenger? " we have to make sure all the passengers are comfortable during the flight.... blablabla...so that they will have a impression that us, MAS Airlines will always be their first choice." heh. maybe a blowjob provided will be better , eh?
oh, yeah, the running nose. after the talk end, i tried to talk to yee jen so that she can accompany back home. after all, she lived in the housing area as i am. but, of course, she's not taking the bus home, her dad's giving her a ride back home, while, well, i just gotta take the bus myself. anyway, when i am about to take the bus home, it fucking rains. i know i shouldnt hate rain. in fact, i love rain. but then, this is just about the worst time to rain. because i am alone, stranded in this strange place, with i dont know, like hundreds of eyes watching at me. i know, i am an outsider and not from tiong hua, but i hate the way they stared at me. i mean, WHAT THE FUCK? am i naked or what? what do you want to see?
the rain is getting heavy, and they have no shade for me to take shelter, and yeap, i stood beside the fucking damn class, for AN HOUR, till the rain start to stops... to a drizzle.
well, oh yeah, when the rain is just about to stop. i raced through the roads and then go straight into the hospital. and, oh, oh, sorry, the hospital is pretty adjacent to the school . thats why, i can reach it by crossing roads. anyway, i took my blood test, and when i was just about to keep myself dry and all that. stan text me... miraclously.
oh well, he told me he had a running nose. and sick. and worried about his pop quiz. yeah, i understood. i'd got a running nose too. and i have a trial exam. and yeah, i guess im sicker than he is. we just messaged a bit while i wait for dr majitol. anyway. im glad he messaged me. but ... somehow... i dont know. im just glad. not HAPPY. ya know? not jumping for it. anyway, yes, i guess, i do miss him. do i?
oh yeah, i think cyncyn is his girlfriend. heard some chatters talking about her and stan in the channel. im.. well, i dont know, i might feel dissapointed. but yet, i knew this will happen. in fact, i had guessed that he has a girlfriend. so i guess its not too surprising.
anyway, kate told me. right now. in mirc. shes going to install. suppose i jumped for joy now? nah, i am too sick to do that. i just want to sleep. but i cant. because there will be another gathering dinner with my cuz again. sigh, he;s going tomorrow.which means i can get some rest. and yes, i think i am going really sick now.
even dr majitol noticed. he asked me to do the syringe IV again. fuck him. i just left him.
oh fuck, sorry guys, i just dont feel like typing now. i am really really sleepy.
just let me rest ok?
i will update tomorrow, or the day tomorrow. just some day , ok?
bye