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Friday, August 15, 2003

Apologies

Hi. You. Yes, you that scruntinize everything I am typing in here. You know who you are. I am sorry that I had typed this story about you betraying Corena and stuffs. I was a bit pissed of how you treat her and thus, I do not mean what I really mean to type that day. So, I will like to say sorry. But, there's a but, Please don't blame on Corena telling me all these. Because, if you had did what you had done, and therefore, I do not think there is anything to be ashamed of when others know about that incident.
But, if you do want to stay being mad at me. Thats fine. But then, if you don't enjoy scrolling down, and squinting your eyes, watching this blinking screen and words truly typed. You can leave this site anytime you want. I had not point a gun at your head, blasting you off when you decided not to visit it again. And, please, I don't think there is any right asking me to Remove anything from my site, as this belongs to me, and i do think that I have every right to do anything I please with me possesion.
Oh yes, there's one more thing. Erm, I really do think you shouldn't print my blog out, and passed it for any others to see. Because, my dear, you are just showing what exposed something not very right about yourself, but then again,I think ITS quite Okay, if you insist to show it to others because what i stated is true. and no lies lie within.
Um, yes, theres another thing for me to make clear off. I do not hate you or your clique. Because you had not did anything bad to me so I do not Hate or Dislike you. so you can stop worrying me spreading bad stuffs or rumours all around my site about You. and oh, I won't spread gossip through my mouth either. So, no sweats. You dont have to look at me at this 'way' in future as well, eg: slanting eyes, worrying me talking bad stuffs bout You, spreading bad gossips about me, or called me a big oaf? , or called me 'Un-cool'. As i stated very clear that I dont hate you, and i have no further plans spreading any bad words.
BUT, of course you still have every right to hate me, you see, im not perfect; and i believe i still had did something i didnt know to make you er-hm, dislike me. Yet, i do hope that we will have nothing between us, as you can see, this is the last year in our high school. And cheesy or not, I still hope that we can finished last of our year, with Happy memories instead of bitter feelings.And, oh, hating someone is quite suffering as well, especially when we sat together in a same class(?) , school(?).
Alright, you dont have to hate AnnYing, Kate, SayHeng, or the rest. BECAUSE, they didnt DO anything against You. And WE DONT HATE YOU. DO you understand? Don't make us feels like, well, wasted? confused? [ now again, dont blame corena. she's perfectly innocent. she's sad and she need someone to talk to, she doesn't mean to hurt anyone. (you.) ]
Last but not least, if you want to confront me, please do. I will be very happy to talk with you. And if, you are asking me to delete a few entry of blog, i will be gladly do so . that is IF you decide to ask me properly anyway.
Of course, again. I am Sorry for every missunderstanding, pain and bitterness. Sorry might seems nothing . But i hope you can see that i am doing this genuinely. and please, if you feel like printing this out again. you are most welcome. ( but maybe you can tell me before doing that. that's something basic you ought to know. ask before taking others writting // properties.)

ps: geniune or not? you decide yourself.

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