computer dork

I had been staring at the computer for almost 6 hours now. I really think that my eyes are straining but I just doesn't want to get offline right now. I still have things to do.
After one week of no 'internet-ing', i think i almost gone crazy.I was busy revising for my trial exams. (REALLY!) I have two more days till the nightmare ends. My last paper is Additional maths and Physics. Both the subjects I loathe the most.
But oh well, what the hell, just get over it. And I can inflate myself a bit. I had been suffering from insomonia and migraine since the first day the trial had started. Everyone's reading like insane.
Well, I'd been checking my mails... it was full again. Both of them. In the hotmail and also the yahoo's addresses. Full of spams and Kate's and Ann Ying's foward message. With the gross pictures and er.. porns. lol
Come on, thats normal. We are .. mammals anyway.
Well, i hate my 56k dial up connection. If only sabah's got a cable. I wanted to register for the streamyx connection, but its far too expensive and i don't think it might be practical. As i am going off to KL soon anyway. (well, that is my dream. high and away.)
Oh well, after a lot of browsing...loading... and waiting, all my mails were cleared. And I start to type up two essays to participate into some contests.
One is for the pizza's hamper and another for a trip to Tai Peh. Let's see whenther I will still get lucky this time. Maybe I will be able to go to Taiwan for a short vacation after SPM somehow. I maile New strait Time a resume for the post of writting for Youth Quake as well.
Let's cross your fingers, and wish me luck , ok? I really needed the job. I want to really feels like I am a journalist somehow.
heh, i have just one thing to tell you. Remember the contest that gonna win me a trip to Tai Peh? I was to write a 500 words essay to nominate a girl for the world's go getter girl. And I nominate myself using Kate's name. Well, with her permission of course.
I dont meant to be a narcissistc freak. But what i really wrote in the essay makes me sounds like a saint or something, there are not exactly all lies. But I might be exaggerating a bit.
Just hope that Kate wont laugh at me when i showed her the essay.
(the nomineer and write are both acquire to be interview if we are choosen as the finalist. it is an international competition.)
ANYWAY.....
i had waited for Stan to go online but to no avail.
maybe he had forgotten me already.
or maybe he's just busy with school.
sigh, i dont know.
i do miss him a little.
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sigh.. hehe, sorry. he's really that charming. dont ask me why. he just is.
okay, okay, enough already.
im going keyboard off right now.
maybe i should get back to the physcis text book already.
I had only touched up a few chapters of it.

well......till then.