its been two weeks. i'd been home for two weeks. and you know what? i havent meet any of my friends yet. not annying, not chihei, not bie. not anyone.
im scared.
of the ankward silences.
of the expectations.
of ...
i dont know.
i really want to go out and have a ball.
but...
i just cant bring myself to.
im also afraid to go out the streets. BECAUSE.
im fat.
all my relatives told me that im getting fat.
and i hate it. hate it. hate it.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
im turning into a bimbo. i actually cares about my apperance.
but who doesnt?