spyware trauma

my computer is infected with the spyware virus. it doesnt harm my computer, but its fucking annoying. a big page of warning about spyware is on my desktop and i cant shut it down no matter what. even after i switch off my computer.
i want to fix the damn thing but it just keep on reappearing right after i clear the virus. its never ending. the whole computer system is swarm with t hose annoying little fuckwits. so i thought i may just reformat the whole thing and it will be alright again. but i really really dont want to delete all my songs and pictures. sighs. this is so so frustrating. i've gotta sort out all the stuffs i need and doesnt neeed perhaps tomorrow afternoon. im just not in the mood of doing it now.
anyway, i just got myself a new job. its some sort of freelance website designing. i havent touch dreamweaver for ages. so i really dont know where to start. plus, i really ran out of ideas for what to design. im as dull as i can be.
but, you gotta do what you gotta do. i think i will start cracking up my mind to think of some 'very-zen' like ideas for the site tomorrow.
sighs.
anyway, sean, my cousin is having his birthday on friday. so he ask me to fix up some cocktail for him on that day. i suppose i will do some grapefruit vodka with some garnish of cherries and peaches will be sweet. he also wants me to cook him some food for that day. oh my, i really am not in the cooking mood these days. why do i promise him i will do that anyway? sighs. i never say no. i hate myself for that.
aand yea, i just came back from my auntie's place. the FIRST thing she said to me was " oh wow, pearjin, you're FAT! "
*blink*blink*
........... *speechless*
i SWEAR i will never want to go for family gathering dinner. EVER. AGAIN.